Deja vu- the feeling you have been here before

Insanity-doing the same thing over and over expecting a different result.
My dad had another relapse on Tuesday. The church elders and other people who have become involved have all given intellectual assent to the problem but the solution is the same as before, which obviously is not a proper solution. I don't feel anything. I was angry but now I feel nothing. I yelled at him because I was the one that found him. He's blaming my mom. I feel nothing. I feel nothing to the point of not even being able to carry on a conversation. I don't know what's wrong with me. I think I'm broken.